I don’t feel good these days. I feel so weary - tired of the same mistakes that I used to commit. I don’t know what’s happening, but I am sure that I am doing my very best. It’s been a month since I entered college but it seems unfortunate that my performance was not enough to be considered good.
I remember myself, a few months ago, when I am still a senior high school student. By then, I’m just a happy-go-lucky student who considers learning to be synonymous with fun. Back those days, I am very eager to enter college, unaware of the perils that it has yet to offer…
I remember myself a few weeks ago, when I have received the result of my first test in College Algebra. That test is one of the worst nightmares that have entered my life. As I expected, the results turned out to be bad, very bad indeed. I just smiled that time and promised myself that my next quiz in this subject wouldn’t be like this one…
But today, it seems that I’m not improving. It’s always been the same old story in my college life. I don’t know why it seems to be this hard. Is College Algebra really that hard or is it I who seems to be the problem? Honestly, I don’t know the answer, although I’m sure that I’m doing my job as a student very well. Everyday, other problems arise and I don’t know if I can still deal with them smoothly.
I decided to make this post to release all of my feelings and emotions. It’s hard to keep them on my own. But I still believe that my situation would still be better. Besides, it’s too early to give up.
Perhaps I’ll just hold on to my dreams.
thanks!
. Your comment has brighten up my day.
i think you’re still in the adjustment phase. our life behind the “pulang bakod” is way different from the university life. cheer up!
Posted by joice at July 22, 2008, 10:23 pm